stardate 20-0412-09, terra, sol system, milky way

this is the very first entry of my web log. first of all i would like to thank blogger for providing this service and my close friend macoy, for pointing me out to this site thus knowing of its existence.

the past days have been very stressful for me. a crisis is currently testing my resolve. how will i come out of it? i don't know. people around me are supportive, my wife, my parents, my in-laws, my 3 year old son. yes, vincent helps in his small way. his smile always takes all my cares and worries, makes life a little more bearable each day.

but then, how will this end? i feel so helpless. i look at my wife and i feel sorry for her for sharing this burden with me. i feel sorry for myself get geting myself into this state. how will it end?

maybe sometime i will be able to lay it all out. till then.